五月天..

Mayday.... gone so fast...

2010 Mayday is going to finish in 8 days time.

What I have done n this Mayday?

exam month *___*

grab ticket for 724 Taichung concert - NOT sucessful *____*

brother wedding - CANNOT go cos exam month so whole of my family EXCEPT me enjoying in China, Macao & HK now *_____*

doesn't sound good... huh

Are you regret of what you are now?

Dunno since when I started to touch the computer.... the "so call" technology where you can get in touch with the world... no matter where you are now...

Recall back to school times, where we do not use coms at all... perhaps our generation now is better where almost everyone using coms... where what I c from fb...

So dunno since when I started to read others blogs, so I started to read of others stories of their life, so I realised I might have able to get better than I have now.

So maybe I can strive for my future back when I was 17? 18? instead of what I'm now?

Not saying I do not happy / satisfied of what I'm now but rather I might like those I saw where I could have continue study (perhaps overseas) and having a full time student life... enjoing what a 18 years old girl should did. Gosh I was a "factory girl" while I was 18! I must admit I wanna escape from where I was while I was 18. I do not want to be what I was I want to run out of there... but seems it's not the most ideal result I got... *____*

Or maybe I was already not that brave! I was not daring to do anything. I was shy. I was isolated.

Once my ambition was to become a SQ flight stewardess. I was so happy I got such "great target" and was really happily filled in to my sort of school materials... I remembered what "flght stewardess" called in malay... hah.. however I failed. I was shy. I missed n nos. of interview of simply can't open my mouth to talk when interviewing. I was just easily showed up my super nervous face to interviewer so of course... failed. So now I'm considered to old and I missed those opportunity to become what I wished to and open my wings to fly...!

I was always thinking why should I had enoying my school life while I was suppose to and not like now to study and working?

So I'm a HR personnel now. Am I that suitable to be a HR? To be the one who can handle HR or should say - HUMAN RESOURCE? Not I think. perhaps it's never easy to be a HR. People will choose to like or even hate you. People back step you or just simply ignoring you and by pass to higher authority, with this I should say NO respect at all.. Or should I say is the management problem? Is the management made the staff thought they could do so? Or the management simply too free that they wanna take care of everything? Or they do not trust me at all? Or only this management will do so? Maybe others outside different? Console huh...

I'm tired.

I'm exhausted.

I hate those made me hates them much

I do not wanna continue like this.

I always says I wanna start my business..

Buddha....

God.....

Bless me...

Of course, I must kambateh n jiayou! to make it happen!

May 11, 5.55pm

Today is May 11, 2010

Today is the ticket selling day for MD concert @ Taichung...

I was wondering whether I should go for it since Aiting can't decide as she has new school starts on that period (yesh she is going to starts her school in SIM too... just me is 2nd sem while she is first sem...)

However she told me she is going! So yeah I'm going too... So I'm so look forward for the day - provided we can get the tics...

So I thought I will just swing legs and wait for Aiting they all to grab the tickets. Haha because I scared to grab ticket with the rest since my didi and sum sum had hard time getting the concert tickets.

Hmmm....

Aiting just sms-ed me whether I can join the war to grab the ticket too... 0_0

Yeah I have no problem however just worried I can't fight with others lah.... So I must rush home sharp sharp at 5pm then on the PC, on the website, on the msn, and FIGHT!

It's 4.49pm now so I shall start packing to prepare to go home....

Pray hard I can get the tickets!!

5.55pm... Let's fight!!

OMG!!

Oh gosh...

I realised I didn't updates since CNY!!

What had I done? erm....

Started my studies, brother wedding...

Then work sleep eat, study, assignments, quiz-es, assignments, quiz-es....

And now, it's exam month. study study study so stressful... maybe I had thrown my school bags too long ago...

I need an vacation!

Xiaoyu departed to her europe backpack last week for a month, frankly, wish I could do that too...

So... can I...

May - HK
Jun - KL
Jul - Taiwan
Aug - Aussie
Sept - Osaka
Oct - ...
Nov - ...
Dec - Taiwan

I had some trips confirmed... at least... better than nothing bah... ~~