痞子英雄。。

My recent activities.. watch 痞子英雄

I would say, this drama had really impress me a lot. It is absolutely not another ordinary show from Taiwan which focus on 谈情说爱.

痞子英雄@ Wikipedia:

在這個真實與謊言難以分辨的時代，我們正處在光明與黑暗相生相剋的世界裡。 光亮的地方，未必不會被黑暗的勢力所吞噬，而混沌不明的幽微處，常常就是光明最根源的力量。

痞子英雄，就是一個關於光明與黑暗的故事。 痞子與英雄，正是兩個不斷與黑暗對抗，同時點燃光明的兩個警察。 擺脫過去華文警匪的沉重模式；讓明亮輕快的陳述與海灣城市的架構，把看起來的黑暗，都隱藏在光明與燦爛之中。 等著兩個微小的刑警，憑藉著心中唯一的正義，維持著這臨海城市、美好而光亮的清晨。

The below sentence which really impress me:

當警察不只是警察，黑幫不只是黑幫，好與壞，虛構與真實。 你可以繼續相信你所選擇的，也可以用足夠的勇氣，穿越天堂，直奔一個良善與光明的地方。

Yeah it is right, when the truth is no longer true, the mistake is no longer wrong.. the right or wrong, it's the matter of how we view it? We can continue believe whatever we believe.. we can brave enough to break through the barriers.. but who to judge whether it is right or wrong? it's a bit "chim" for me.. hehe..

The show just won 5 awards from the recent 2009年台灣第44屆金鐘獎 including best actor. However too bad 仔仔 didn't won the best actor (I didn't mean 趙又廷 don't deserve the award just that I'm more side 仔仔 hehe..) which he really did a good job in this show!

So friends go watch 痞子英雄 now.. GREAT SHOW!

I Hate What I'm Now.

I'm really

Fed Up
Pissed Off
Tired... ing ing ingggggggggggggg

I am like getting fed up pissed off and felt tired everyday. EVERYDAY! Why I work at this stupid company? Is that what my fate is?

To see how nasty ppls are here, how they gang together and back step you? How they creating problem and denied whatever they have done? How they "kiasu" till scolded you back for too "follow up" on your job which reminds them that they are doing their job and just gossiping around. got work no work eng eng seng seng wait 1st of every month to draw salary? To see how's the effect of "world of mouth" can spread the news till the stupid nasty ppls twist the truth become your fault? And even your boss "gang" with those stupid idiot side them said that's your fault too just because she wants to be friendly with those ppls so people will not hate her too?? To see your boss knows very well company is in big fucking problem however he just stand aside to see you die do nothing or just hide aside?

What the FUCK is the world now? Doing anything as they wish? What I did wrong? For being busy body of "follow up" my job? Or I'm doing so much for my job?

So when I'm doing my job follow up chasing for dateline I'm kind of busy body and I'm doing too fast than you?

So when I slow down take my time take your time don't care wait till last minute then I'm damn stupid slow and do nothing and start suspicious whether what I did in office deserve or equivalent to salary earn?

BIG damn FUCK Up! I'm just like coming home EVERYDAY with fed up angry pissed off where those idiot happily gossip spread the news and wants the whole world know what she did is not wrong twist the truth till fucking hell become my fault!

old words says: 总有一天，你会有报应的！

Chinese Zodiac said rooster will be SUPER 旺this year?? 有贵人相助？not right AT ALL!

Disappointed!

I Hate What I'm NOW!

長大之後

大人們都會說：

（當你踏入青春期。。）

妹妹啊，你有沒有男朋友啊？

（當你踏入適婚時期。。）

妹妹啊，你何時結婚啊？

（當你結婚後。。）

妹妹啊，你有寶寶了嗎？

（當你有寶寶後。。）

妹妹啊，幾時生第二，三，四個寶寶啊？

大人們啊，真的太可愛了！

Busy Friday...

I had a busy Friday today. 

Angry day...

Busy day...

Tired day...

計劃永遠趕不上變化。。

All things change even through as planned. Didn't did much work today as not chance to discussed and finalised... very worried about the audit next week.. I don't wanna be the one who affect the whole progress.

Had a event in the afternoon which arranged every year.. Yeah Deepavali celebration.. No Raya celebration but Deepavali oh... I really suspect my boss adore Indian more than others... 女人的自覺是很准的。。hehe.. ah this is not important lah...

And same didn't knock off at 5pm sharp. waiting for some delivery and finish some work first... 

.

..

...

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..... then then then

I went to met a friend who long time no see... think about one year plus..? She came with her son and hubby... follow her hubby here cos of business trip. "One day" trip therefore only can meet her tonight... 

Me and my colleague knock off about 18.14 (I saw the clock when we left the building) then drop the girls at bus interchange and shoot to Orchard right after... BUT again again again PIE jam like hell. Super terrible! and what more... there is accident on the way to Orchard! WTF?? I spend almost an hour to reach Orchard! And I do not know where is the entrance of car park at ION drive one big round from Orchard road and pass by Meritus Mandarin, Cineleisure, Taka, Wisma Atrium and finally I'm here... ION!

After parked my car, run down to Basement... looking for B2, lost again! I went to B1, then escalator to B4, WTF again! then up to B3, and B2 and....... finally I found the restaurant.... what a tired trip!

I was then finally met my long time no see friend and her son! 初次見面的小朋友，好。。。可愛哦，而且好乖 哦。So adorable.. We had long talk... 天南地北.. traveling, watch, cloths, bags, baby bla bla bla... but then she have to go as it's baby sleep time..

Ended with a day satisfactory ... Hope to see you soon Cat! You owe me a CD.. remember to sent ya...

I need a Vacation

I need a break and a vacation!

Paris
France
Japan

Whatever please give me a vacation!

And...

I wanna go Taiwan again again again!! Please... Winter Taiwan Mayday concert at Kao-hsiung.. I want to go Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan!!

。。。

I wish I want to I have to:

1. Clear all 烦事
2. Start my degree course
3. Attend Web Design course
4. Create my "dream" web page - No no... no personal web page nor blog page..
5. Start to implement my "new Life"
6. Accomplish it!

烦死人了！

I'm really not happy recently...

Work wise, personal matters wise.. NOT happy

I... was working in a company which I felt comfortable and happy as I have nice colleagues and of course nice boss.

可惜，好景不长... things change like hell.. Boss suddenly change his "nice character" like sacked staff, scream and shout whenever he comes in. But this is still ok since ang moh temper just "come and go" fast.

Colleagues, I would say they are monkeys. No no... they are monster. They are just so stupid and 白痴！For just 1.5 years I joined this company the whole company split into few "gangs" which you hate me, I hate you.

And what most funny, my company recently just recruit a girl who assist in one of the department. She is the most 白痴 girl I saw since I work. Maybe I should 套某人的话 “好白痴好天真”. Did you see someone “贼喊捉贼” in real life? It seems like only can see it through the monitor but it just on air in front of me yesterday! She just screamed and shouted and scolded my colleague and the next min she walked back to her boss the same screamed and shouted and the next min she just cried! Wa sai so drama!

Then.. then.. you know what happened? She just go downstairs cried in front of the guys and complaint! Wa lau shit this kind of girl! I heard about her "dirty act" many times for only less than 1 month she joined the company! (surprise right? she just joined my company less than 1 month! However I have no energy and of course no interest to bother since this is her personal life and she choose her own!

What I unexpected is, why there is such person like this? So what she trying to do? Is she trying to act she is very 可怜 in front of others and people will sympathy her and let all "guys" think we are here just evil created so many problems and bully new girl! Wow that's great idea to sabotage us however I would say this is absolutely 可笑和可怜. Fake people like can survive for how long? 假面貌终究回揭开，这道理很老套可是非常有理啊！Maybe I'm wrong but just I can't tolerate...

The company just become very horrible and I really no enthusiastic to work anymore.. It was such a nice company to stay with but it now become "hell". I know every company the same, politics, nasty people... haix what to do..

Personal matters... which really bother me a lot. I really really wish it can be solve very very soon then I can have new life and fulfill my dream... step by steps... Wish me "Dreams comes true!"