Lazy...

I have been sleep eat lie on bed for 2 days.. ytd and today.. very lazy and no mood.

Mayday launch their new album tml.. happie. I will rush to cd shop early in the morning to get it.. yeah!

I been to Singapore hit awards on Sat night. I saw Mayday again not once but twice in same night.. yeah!

I shall blog more again to post out all photo and.. my lovely Mayday..

Tml comes faster..

Good Night

today..
Dd left for Aus for the 1st day.. another 30 days.. I call Dd Hp few times just to hear his voice save in the his voice mail..

today..
I felt empty lonely and sad.. sobsob. Mayb only Dd appear infront of me.. or Mayday music will make me happy

today..
I felt more n more meaningless for what I'm doing currently..

today..
I have strong voice ask me to change..

today..
I have enough.. I need rest.. bye bye.. good night..

Tomorrow..
continue my "no mean" life..? or to.. change. change. change..?

I guess.. I shall.. I want.. I need..

出頭天

This song is in my earlier post '这个五月' on May 24



出頭天 /五月天

在我的天頂 甘有人會看見 看到我不甘願這樣過一生
在我的一生 我甘願來相信 每一朵花都有自己的春天

在我的天頂 大雨落不停 也不能改變到我的固執

永遠等待 那一日 咱可以出頭天 人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天 我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊

在我的天頂 甘有人在保佑 怎樣我常常摔的頭殼流血
血乾會結痂 失敗也不失志 成功是咱自己看自己得起

飄浪的日子 等待著時機 我不信命運會這麼無情

永遠等待 那一日 咱可以出頭天 人生不怕風浪 只怕自己沒志氣
那一日 咱可以出頭天 我盼望的日子 會真快 來到我身邊

nana语录:
我希望我可以出頭天

我盼望的

會很快

會实現

我不信命運會這麼無情

請给我机會..

我相信。它即将来临。。

SIM or SMA

I received a call last week from SMA regarding the Bachelor programm for Jan 09 intake. I was calling SMA and ask about the course months ago and I requested the brochures but no avail. I was surprise to received as I wondering since they are not interested to entertain me but why then now they wanna call me..? probably not enough new enrol student.. I guess. Cheh..

This lady ask me a lot of question and end up she said I need to go for bridging course. She invite me for an interview at the same time check for my transcript. She then said she can immediately enrol me to the bridging course as the course starting on Thursday 16Oct. If so, I need to go through 4 bridging course in 3 days and exam on the forth day which all these need to be complete in 1 week. And I will be joining the bachelor program in next Jan09. And I be graduate in 1.5 years! Now, the cost -- 2k plus!!

I was like, ahem!! wat the F*!! It just gave me an impression that they are want business! I was not so frustrated but while I told this to Dd and his analysis like why must I study like hell which I should enjoy studying not rush for graduate and totally gain nothing.. Dd said his boss wife is studying in SMA and like hell now.. lecture for like 3 days and exam 2nd week. Dd dun think I can scope for all this.

Dd is right.. I shouldn't stress myself.. In fact, I really wanna to learn new things like to improve my writing skills and knowledge instead of rushing for it..

I suppose to meet SMA tonight for the enrolment of bridging course.. but i din't go. I guess I already made decision.

I'm in fact already submit the application for SIM bachelor course last month. I'm waiting for the outcome. Bless me for being selected. It might be a tough process for the next 3 years but I always want to improve my skills and knowledge and wear the "square hat 四方帽in chinese.."

I called up SIM last week that I be getting the outcome anytime from now till end of Nov.. Bless me..

五月天即將推出的新專輯-後青春期的詩

半年暗無天日地下室爆肝錄音 五月天終於熬到出頭天

[作品7號]密碼007提前解碼 新專輯名稱[後青春期的詩]終於曝光

三大創舉鋪天蓋地救市 不讓正版CD提前消失

The above was "plug" from the bin-music website.. Mayday new album will be launch on 23 Oct.. really looking forward.. after waiting for 2 years.

Mayday is one and the only band I ever love in my life.. they are just simply talented n Rocks!!

Me and xiaoyu are planning to Taipei as Mayday will have a concert --「五萬人出頭天新歌飆唱會」on 13Dec.. I would love to attend as I wanna join any event related to Mayday.. And the 2nd reason is -- Winter Taiwan! I wanna experience the winter Taiwan since my last trip to taiwan was summer time..

Now we are still pending if we can get Taiwan version cd as only this version will get the free ticket..

Btw, Dd will be alone if Im away for Taiwan.. how.. still thinking..

Lonely Nana

Dd went to Australia for training ytd.. for 1 month.

We wake up early in the morning for Mc breakfast, final packing, Dd went for cuy hair, praying... We were passed by Scenic and Dd bought me this new game "Samba De Amigo" for my new Wii.. Dd actually bought me a Wii.. he actually will buy me new "toys" whenever he go oversea.. so sweet~~ And this time.. he bought me this Wii. Happy..

1pm. me & Dd playing for the game before heading to the airport.. its fun..

I then send Dd and his boss to airport.. Changi Airport T3. Never been there. But actually its was not to what expected. In fact, it really looks like Hong Kong International Airport.. Huge. But not crowded.. prbably only with SQ and few other airlines, 5 Airlines in total.. I guess..

We then went Secret Recipe while waiting for Boarding Pass.. By the time they all went in to transit area, it was already 4.30pm, they all have to run to waiting area.. the flight was on 5pm.. omg..

Dd send me a sms while he on plane:
"Dear dear, MUST TAKE CARE OF HEALTH. Remember to off tv n lights before sleeping. drink more water and tidy the house n rubbish nice nice. Make sure feed win win n fish fish. Look after my PS3. Come back i will change all the bulbs n gutter traps, okie. U dun change.. Later u fall down... Dun keep eating must keep slim n play yoga. sllep early, cover blanket n ....."

aiyo my Dd is like nagging auntie.. hehe.. but so sweet.. haix i start miss Dd so much.. I felt so bored, lonely... and empty..

today.. is only 1st day. there is another 1 month... what to do.. to do what..?