Good Night

today..
Dd left for Aus for the 1st day.. another 30 days.. I call Dd Hp few times just to hear his voice save in the his voice mail..

today..
I felt empty lonely and sad.. sobsob. Mayb only Dd appear infront of me.. or Mayday music will make me happy

today..
I felt more n more meaningless for what I'm doing currently..

today..
I have strong voice ask me to change..

today..
I have enough.. I need rest.. bye bye.. good night..

Tomorrow..
continue my "no mean" life..? or to.. change. change. change..?

I guess.. I shall.. I want.. I need..