Has been very busy this 2 weeks..
paper works, payroll, reports, reports, reports, paper works paper works... it's.... BUSY lah..
office gonna moving to new place.. maybe Feb maybe Mar.. when...? I don't really wish to move as the current office is in good location, nearer to my home, eating place.. new office is huge, but don't know why need so big space leh..
economy recession... getting worried now... dunno what's gonna happen next but hopefully everything will be ok soon.
my continuing studies.. school didn't enroll this intake.. However, they are gonna to offer me a seat for next intake. Got to reply by mid of this month. I still haven't make up my mind... whether should take up or not.
Dd still thinking whether he shld quit his job.. but don't what he can do if he decide to leave his current position. and the market now is really bad don't know he can get good offer.. to survive.. to support.. "not" to regret what he choose..
omg.
I'm really getting confuse now... my job. my career. my future. I dunno what I want. *________*
How I wish I could start my business very very soon.. I wish I could start my "ideal" (**secret**) business. However capital idea many many many factor needs to be consider.
What I really happy is.. I been to Macao & HK with Dd, shopping, eat, gambling, relaxing for 6 days.
And, I been to Taipei for the main purpose of Mayday concert. Winter Taipei, nice weather, nice Taiwanese, nice food, and.. unforgettable Mayday concert! Also, I know new friends in Taipei! A warm and super nice family which had been taking care of me for y whole trip there.
Frankly, I really love Taiwan. Don't know why. probably mostly because of Mayday. But the place, the environment, the people, the food, the weather (although the air might be bit dirty..? ^^) etc etc... just make me really wanna stay there.. but.. Dd bit conservative lah.. don't think he can decide to give up everything here and start new life elsewhere. haix..
And, Xmas.. celebrate with Dd and have fun with bestie friend. And, New Year.. although not going anywhere but felt super satisfied just staying at home to watch TV live from Taipei as I can see Mayday on TV again. Yeah!
And, Mayday concert in SG. Never forget how I queue up to exchange for the concert ticket.. How early I go concert venue to queue up to get in to catch a good seat... and How amazing concert that Mayday had brought to us. And like little crazy fans to rush town and squeeze in the crowd for just to see my Mayday closely and snap snap snap photos! And queue up to get the autograph from Mayday, blessing guanyou and family and many many...
mmm...
happy thoughts, bad thoughts, worrying thoughts, confuse thoughts,... had make my mind getting busy recently.. too many things to worry, too many stuffs to settle, too many to think, too.....
I have to admit, I'm kind of kinda lazy person. I can't finish a task completely. My mind have a perfect plan and thought but however I didn't execute it. This has been my bad habit (super bad, I should say) for many years. I might have been wasting dunno how many f*** stupid years for achieve NOTHING. Sometimes, I really hate myself, hate myself being stupid, in ALL aspects.
I'm sure I'm not what I'm now if I have plan myself well and DO IT. I'm getting empty now. Don't know what my life goals now. everyday the same, eat sleep work. watching TV, surfing, TV surfing TV surfing.. stupid life right?
Year 2009, new life? might be.. but what I can confirm now is.. I had already wasted 8 days including today. 8 Jan2009. 8 DAYS!
江山易改，夲性難移。one's character is really hard to change. I start believing this..
ALL THE BEST? Please.. GIVE ME.. ALL THE BEST!!
