Bless me

I am sad.
I am disappointed.
I felt lost.
I felt not fair…

I will not ask for anything while others didn’t appreciate my work. It just like 用热屁股贴在冷脸上. Maybe they would just think I’m asking too much..

Looking others getting lots of privilege while they are actually sitting down there doing nothing, eat snake… and only “act” busy while boss car there .. is really unfair bah.. at least for me.. I felt more and more disappointed and my speed ish getting slower and slower. I have no strength, no energy, no passion. I can always fight for what I worth for but… 开口就没意思了.. what for?

In fact, I’m always hoping to get my own business start, be it my t-shirts shop, 小吃点 “lu lu” just anything. Working for others is just sooooo tired. I want to be my own boss, working towards to my dream, strike for my future.. 开始永远最难的.

God bless me.. bah..