~Nana Land~

I wanna escape!!

2011-05-14T21:13:00.001+08:00

I WANNA TRAVEL!!! now now now...

Korea Taiwan Japan Bali Hong Kong Phuket Krabi Australia

Wherever...

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I'm in mobile!

2011-03-30T16:27:00.001+08:00

Hey there!

Just downloaded this apps which enable me to write whenever I wish to! Cool!

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I want to do a posting...

2011-03-10T10:28:00.002+08:00

Hey ya

I always wanna to do a posting... but delay, delay, delay, lazy, lazy, lazy..... so never happened.

Super emo recently, for my future, what will it happen next, what can happen next, what can I do next.... need some direction.

神啊，救救我吧。

Till the next, peace~~

Happy New Year!!

2011-02-08T11:50:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year!!

恭喜發財！身體健康！心想事成！

One 兔 Three Four.. C'mon let's go!!

Had been using the above everywhere from Wu Bai quote during RR 30th concert in SG.... haha... because it's too interesting!

Have a great year ahead!

十月了。。。

2010-10-11T13:49:00.001+08:00

哇。。十月了。。好快哦。。

Oh-oh?

2010-07-19T14:30:00.001+08:00

我觉得... 大事不妙了...
明天.. 如果... 那就自求多福了.

July 7!

2010-07-07T13:36:00.005+08:00

Wow...

so fast July 7 is here...

July 7 represent many things to me...

1. It's our anniversary!

2. It's the date that Mayday first released their album. So 2010.07.07 is Mayday 11th anniversary!

3. 2010.07.07 is another meant to me... I just realised yesterday that 2010.07.07 is my lunar birthday too! So Happy Birthday to me!

Although I didn't have a good started today but I believe I may have joyous moment for the rest of the day.... bah??

However wish me happy always & 幸福满满!!

Nana 的七月一日

2010-07-01T23:24:00.002+08:00

今天是2010年7月1日..

六月小姐终于等到她等了2年多的"东西"...

开心吧.. 希望一切顺顺利利...

Nana 的六月

2010-06-30T18:05:00.004+08:00

今天是2010年六月的最後一天，哇時間真的過得很快。不知不覺2010年已經過了一半了。這六月份對我來說很特別也過得很充足，我很喜歡六月，所以我幾乎在我六月的FB的留言都以Ms June 相稱，哈哈。。

星期以學校公佈了上學期的成績，我不是考得最好不過也在我預料之內吧＊＿＊。。再來就是今天release 今天（抱歉華語是甚麼？哈）下學期得科目，再來就是還學費，再來就是取課本，再來就是開學咯。。時間真的真的過得好快哦，我還想繼續我的假期呢。。

2010年六月，我认识很多新朋友。。这对没什么朋友的我来说是多么兴奋啊。。而且我们多时为同一喜好 – 五月天而聚在一起呢。。朋友固然是一生中重要的交色，而拥有同样是五迷的朋友更是兴奋再加兴奋呢。。

2010年六月，我跟五迷们一起旅行到KL看五月天的演唱会。。一个短暂可是满足的旅程！

2010年六月，我再跟五迷们荣幸（是赢奖的啦）出席五月天的代言记者招待会。天啊我们是多么的靠近他们啊！我们还可以和五月天拍团体照，而且站在阿信的前面！超级超级兴奋呢！（虽然世足赛在前一晚，阿信因为看比赛而眼睛是明显肿起来了）。晚上某个企业上五月天的商演让我们有再次high起来。。！

一个月内可以看见他们3次，谁说这样不幸福呢？

2010年六月，我收到了台中演唱会的票（经过一番枪票行动后，虽然位置并不理想，可是至少我们可以参与还有和所有志同道合的朋友们一起参加，还有还有我们会参与史上最多临演的3D电影制作哦。。）所以我们的台湾行确定了！而且比KL的更多五迷参与哦。。*期待中ing*

2010年六月，收到同事的红炸弹。。好久没有出席婚礼了（虽然是在7月份）可是也很期待哦。。看见美美的新娘走进红地毯真是幸福的事呢。

2010年六月，我拖着从来没有去过演唱会的Dd去看许冠杰演唱会，也是我有史以来第一次不用尖叫跳跃的演唱会。我只要穿得美美的出席就可以了。哈！当晚现场空调超冷我还得披上夹克呢。。嘻嘻。。我早在很久以前就想去许冠杰演唱会了可是一直没有机会。这个六月我终于有幸出席了。不能说很好看（因为毕竟他的年代跟我有点久远，当晚也不是唱很多耳熟能详的歌）可是他是我从小就很喜欢的艺人，而且他是第一人创作出广东歌的歌手哦。

2010年六月 - 的生日，我在JB度过了我生日的第一分钟（就是说凌晨12点后）因为我们去了JB吃饭哈哈。。今年的生日还真的过得很丰富呢（比起往年的生日啦）

首先就是要吃面咯，再来去看Pixar的展览（好象很有艺术感哦，其实我在考试前就想去了，而且我生日当天是最后一天，不去不行啊）

然后去了刘若英签唱会。也是和五迷们去的。其中一为五迷因为赢了优先签名机会，惊喜的是她竟然将那幸运的优先权让给我（因为我说我不能去很久。。我生日嘛所以要去吃生日餐哦。。）所以就这样我就站在第一排就在舞台的前面！超近的！虽然我没有爱上五月天般喜欢刘若英，可是她真的很漂亮（名副其实的“奶茶”）而且她唱歌超好听的！

然后和小羽喝茶（真确的说是我喝茶小羽吃饭）还有和其他五迷们吹水。。。嘻嘻。。

再来当然就是和Dd吃晚餐然后回家切蛋糕咯！！超级丰富的生日天！！

所以今天是六月的最后一天，Ms June 得再等一年到下个六月咯。。愿我每个六月都那么幸福。。喔不不不，愿我的每一年每一月每一天每一分每一秒都那么那么得幸福。。

所以，明天就是七月了。七是我喜欢的数字哦。

7月3日，是Beeling 的婚礼。所以我可以穿美美参加她的大日子。

7月10日，是我们五迷的聚会（去台湾前的准备，哈哈）

7月24-27日，是我们的台湾之行！是我们去参加五月天DNA最终场的日子！这次之后可能得等2年后五月天才会再办演唱会哦！所以不能错过！超想念台湾。1年多没去了，这次一定要玩翻台湾！

7月尾，也是新学期的开始。。*--* 嗯我还好啦。。刚开学没什么，只是很怕考试。。那会在11月。。*祈祷* 我顺顺利利。。

*番外：在写这篇同时，我参加933的FIR演唱会门票送奖节目。。我。我。。我。。。赢了！赢了！我赢了FIR演唱会门票！所以所以我七月再加一行程－7月9日我可以去FIR演唱会！超兴奋！超期待哦！

六月 – 我。。很。。。爱你！！

七月 – 我也爱你！

八月，九月，十月，十一月，十二月份 – 我都爱你们！

当然一月二月三月四月五月 – 都爱你们！！

**哈哈又繁體又簡體的。。將就將就吧。。

My-Birthday-2010

2010-06-27T22:53:00.003+08:00

Hey...!!

I admit I'm lazy "blogger"... lazy to updates even though I have lotsa to share.. hehe perhaps anyone reading it? I doubt so.... ermm **

Anyway another of my birthday is here! I wanna use the last hour of today to write this blog so it's gonna consider Jun 27, 2010!

Today is my another birthday since I was born! *so lame*

Wahaha anyway I woke up this morning and Dd was counting how old am I this year... Woo I'm not young anymore but Dd said I doesn't look at my age now... I look more younger than I'm... Wohoo I'm happy lor... however I hope what Dd said is true ya.

June 2010 is realy meant a lot to me. So many happy things happened in June 2010! No doubt there were unhappy things too but I would say happy more than unhappy.. okay "Happy" win!

June 5, we went KL for Mayday DNA KL concert! And I met another at least 8-10 new friends there where we are all Mayday lovers! Happy x Max!!

June 10 (around there).. - I received Taichung 724 ticket!

June 11 - I won Mayday press conference ticket for My Mint spokeperson!! Woo this is happy till max max max! How rare chances there were to win one out of 15 winners?

June 12 - I went press conference with Xiaoyu and met Mayday in person and had group photo! Wow this is superks! And went for Mayday performance for one of the commercial show here in SG! And the girls surprise me and Eve by a small donut of advance Birthday at XHS! How surprise!

Mid June till today - *no good no good* cos I fall sick! damn it!

June 25 - Meimei and the girls specially prepared another surprise for me! The went icing room to "draw" a Birthday cake for me!! Meimei gave me a card with Ashin and many wishes inside! Happy **

June 26 - I asked Dd to accompany me to watch Sam Hui concert where I already wanted to go lond long time ago... Hah sounds a bit "Ahem" but u know what... I love Sam Hui since I was very young cos he is so so so talented!! U know lah we all growing up with following HK celebraties instead of Taiwanese... Awesome concert! And I spend my Birthday (over 12am) at JB!! Had my first meal which was Abalone noddle, lok lok and chin chou!

June 27 - Busy and packed and wonderful day! That's my Birthday lah! Went Ishi Mura to had first meal - noodle and sushi! Aiya cos I clever clever think Birthday must eat noddle so I dragged Dd go eat noodle hehe... Then we "Pixar" exhibition... where I already wanted to go before May exam where Dd said only go after exam but then I dragged till today (which is last day of exhibition)... forgot lah hehe **... Felt a bit being cheated though cos it is really exhibition lor... with lotsa words and pictures only. Damn I thought many many models where I can take many many photos... Lucky the "3D Toy Story 2" movie is not bad..

After exhibition we like tourist walk through the whole science centre.... wahaha many years didn't been to science centre so sekali walk all since we paid already mah haha (okay singaporean habit, cannot rugi). By the time we finished it's like already 6pm+...

Then quick quick rush to JP to meet the gals cos of Rene Liu autograph session. Wow there were so crowded outside JP... When I finally met the gals they shouted at me by saying "Happy Birthday"! Woo happy x x x... Then Tricia suddenly said she can give me her lucky draw "priority" queue where she won to me since I will be rushing and she can queue for it... Woo this is another surprise. I finally stand in front of all others!! I was the first one of the queue! *Wa as thinking whether the fans will kill me?* And guess what? I had my album autograph super super fast!

Then met Xiaoyu for dinner and chating chating... Great time catched up with her!

Then then then had dinner with Dd at Swenson... and had the Birthday cake at home with Dd and winwin.... hehe

Wow today is really a day which fill in so much fun!! Happy till maximum!

And........

tomorrow.......

is exam released day......

finger cross..... hopefully I am doing okay for the past sem.....

However June 2010 is really meants a lot to me. I'm glad I'm happy I'm bless....

Before ending of today, let me wish *** (okay a * represent a wish and I'm gonna keep it myself)...

Thinking of putting in photos but however super tired (it's already 23:27 now) and don't think it's easy job.... so.... next time bah...

Okay Bath time...

五月天..

2010-05-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

Mayday.... gone so fast...

2010 Mayday is going to finish in 8 days time.

What I have done n this Mayday?

exam month *___*

grab ticket for 724 Taichung concert - NOT sucessful *____*

brother wedding - CANNOT go cos exam month so whole of my family EXCEPT me enjoying in China, Macao & HK now *_____*

doesn't sound good... huh

Are you regret of what you are now?

2010-05-23T22:37:00.002+08:00

Dunno since when I started to touch the computer.... the "so call" technology where you can get in touch with the world... no matter where you are now...

Recall back to school times, where we do not use coms at all... perhaps our generation now is better where almost everyone using coms... where what I c from fb...

So dunno since when I started to read others blogs, so I started to read of others stories of their life, so I realised I might have able to get better than I have now.

So maybe I can strive for my future back when I was 17? 18? instead of what I'm now?

Not saying I do not happy / satisfied of what I'm now but rather I might like those I saw where I could have continue study (perhaps overseas) and having a full time student life... enjoing what a 18 years old girl should did. Gosh I was a "factory girl" while I was 18! I must admit I wanna escape from where I was while I was 18. I do not want to be what I was I want to run out of there... but seems it's not the most ideal result I got... *____*

Or maybe I was already not that brave! I was not daring to do anything. I was shy. I was isolated.

Once my ambition was to become a SQ flight stewardess. I was so happy I got such "great target" and was really happily filled in to my sort of school materials... I remembered what "flght stewardess" called in malay... hah.. however I failed. I was shy. I missed n nos. of interview of simply can't open my mouth to talk when interviewing. I was just easily showed up my super nervous face to interviewer so of course... failed. So now I'm considered to old and I missed those opportunity to become what I wished to and open my wings to fly...!

I was always thinking why should I had enoying my school life while I was suppose to and not like now to study and working?

So I'm a HR personnel now. Am I that suitable to be a HR? To be the one who can handle HR or should say - HUMAN RESOURCE? Not I think. perhaps it's never easy to be a HR. People will choose to like or even hate you. People back step you or just simply ignoring you and by pass to higher authority, with this I should say NO respect at all.. Or should I say is the management problem? Is the management made the staff thought they could do so? Or the management simply too free that they wanna take care of everything? Or they do not trust me at all? Or only this management will do so? Maybe others outside different? Console huh...

I'm tired.

I'm exhausted.

I hate those made me hates them much

I do not wanna continue like this.

I always says I wanna start my business..

Buddha....

God.....

Bless me...

Of course, I must kambateh n jiayou! to make it happen!

May 11, 5.55pm

2010-05-11T16:41:00.005+08:00

Today is May 11, 2010

Today is the ticket selling day for MD concert @ Taichung...

I was wondering whether I should go for it since Aiting can't decide as she has new school starts on that period (yesh she is going to starts her school in SIM too... just me is 2nd sem while she is first sem...)

However she told me she is going! So yeah I'm going too... So I'm so look forward for the day - provided we can get the tics...

So I thought I will just swing legs and wait for Aiting they all to grab the tickets. Haha because I scared to grab ticket with the rest since my didi and sum sum had hard time getting the concert tickets.

Hmmm....

Aiting just sms-ed me whether I can join the war to grab the ticket too... 0_0

Yeah I have no problem however just worried I can't fight with others lah.... So I must rush home sharp sharp at 5pm then on the PC, on the website, on the msn, and FIGHT!

It's 4.49pm now so I shall start packing to prepare to go home....

Pray hard I can get the tickets!!

5.55pm... Let's fight!!

OMG!!

2010-05-07T10:20:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh...

I realised I didn't updates since CNY!!

What had I done? erm....

Started my studies, brother wedding...

Then work sleep eat, study, assignments, quiz-es, assignments, quiz-es....

And now, it's exam month. study study study so stressful... maybe I had thrown my school bags too long ago...

I need an vacation!

Xiaoyu departed to her europe backpack last week for a month, frankly, wish I could do that too...

So... can I...

May - HK
Jun - KL
Jul - Taiwan
Aug - Aussie
Sept - Osaka
Oct - ...
Nov - ...
Dec - Taiwan

I had some trips confirmed... at least... better than nothing bah... ~~

恭喜发财!!

2010-02-18T16:49:00.002+08:00

It's new year!

Happy Lunar New Year to all my fellow friends and family...

This year is "Tiger" year... I have 2 "tiger" (s) in my family who my father and my younger brother... Perhaps will this year a good year for me...?

Anyway...

新年快乐
身体健康
恭喜发财

HUAT AH!!

DNA 五月天 [創造] 演唱會無限放大版 in Singapore

2010-01-30T18:03:00.002+08:00

Yesh!! Mayday back to Singapore!! this is is no longer Indoor Stadium, it's at the Padang! Wohoo!! So excited....

Can't wait till 17 Apr 2010 7.30pm!!

阿信生日快乐!

2009-12-07T16:26:00.002+08:00

祝最亲爱的阿信主唱大人...

生日快乐...!!! 迟了一天... 不过也是我最真诚的祝福.

最爱最爱的阿信.. 愿你天天快乐, 继续摇滚!!

Empty...

2009-11-16T12:53:00.002+08:00

Feeling empty recently..

Company had some problem... everything gonna slow down until it gets settle.. worked here nearly 2 years, no recognition, dun even think of increment.. sianz.. see others like threaten to get what their want or else they will be bla bla bla... hate it but it might works for me too?

Personal matters which really bothered me much much much... Hope I could settle it soon and have new life ahead..

A little idea of what i can do for my future instead of working for others for the rest of my life.. this must be done little by little, step by step, wish me luck and success ahead!

Been just moved.. miss my old house and still adapting to new house. Adapting to the environment, the neighbors, the house, packing, unpacking, thinking where to put the stuffs... busy busy busy...

But still felt empty... Why?

Mayday Mayday...

2009-11-06T17:15:00.002+08:00

Tonight is Singapore Hit Awards... Mayday is coming too... So they are now in Singapore and we are breathing in same air...

But...

I didn't go Singapore Hit Awards... haix... very sad.. really wish to go but xiaoyu not able to go..

oh when can I see Mayday again?

痞子英雄。。

2009-10-20T13:36:00.004+08:00

My recent activities.. watch 痞子英雄

I would say, this drama had really impress me a lot. It is absolutely not another ordinary show from Taiwan which focus on 谈情说爱.

痞子英雄@ Wikipedia:

在這個真實與謊言難以分辨的時代，我們正處在光明與黑暗相生相剋的世界裡。光亮的地方，未必不會被黑暗的勢力所吞噬，而混沌不明的幽微處，常常就是光明最根源的力量。

痞子英雄，就是一個關於光明與黑暗的故事。痞子與英雄，正是兩個不斷與黑暗對抗，同時點燃光明的兩個警察。擺脫過去華文警匪的沉重模式；讓明亮輕快的陳述與海灣城市的架構，把看起來的黑暗，都隱藏在光明與燦爛之中。等著兩個微小的刑警，憑藉著心中唯一的正義，維持著這臨海城市、美好而光亮的清晨。

The below sentence which really impress me:

當警察不只是警察，黑幫不只是黑幫，好與壞，虛構與真實。你可以繼續相信你所選擇的，也可以用足夠的勇氣，穿越天堂，直奔一個良善與光明的地方。

Yeah it is right, when the truth is no longer true, the mistake is no longer wrong.. the right or wrong, it's the matter of how we view it? We can continue believe whatever we believe.. we can brave enough to break through the barriers.. but who to judge whether it is right or wrong? it's a bit "chim" for me.. hehe..

The show just won 5 awards from the recent 2009年台灣第44屆金鐘獎 including best actor. However too bad 仔仔 didn't won the best actor (I didn't mean 趙又廷 don't deserve the award just that I'm more side 仔仔 hehe..) which he really did a good job in this show!

So friends go watch 痞子英雄 now.. GREAT SHOW!

I Hate What I'm Now.

2009-10-15T18:07:00.003+08:00

I'm really

Fed Up
Pissed Off
Tired... ing ing ingggggggggggggg

I am like getting fed up pissed off and felt tired everyday. EVERYDAY! Why I work at this stupid company? Is that what my fate is?

To see how nasty ppls are here, how they gang together and back step you? How they creating problem and denied whatever they have done? How they "kiasu" till scolded you back for too "follow up" on your job which reminds them that they are doing their job and just gossiping around. got work no work eng eng seng seng wait 1st of every month to draw salary? To see how's the effect of "world of mouth" can spread the news till the stupid nasty ppls twist the truth become your fault? And even your boss "gang" with those stupid idiot side them said that's your fault too just because she wants to be friendly with those ppls so people will not hate her too?? To see your boss knows very well company is in big fucking problem however he just stand aside to see you die do nothing or just hide aside?

What the FUCK is the world now? Doing anything as they wish? What I did wrong? For being busy body of "follow up" my job? Or I'm doing so much for my job?

So when I'm doing my job follow up chasing for dateline I'm kind of busy body and I'm doing too fast than you?

So when I slow down take my time take your time don't care wait till last minute then I'm damn stupid slow and do nothing and start suspicious whether what I did in office deserve or equivalent to salary earn?

BIG damn FUCK Up! I'm just like coming home EVERYDAY with fed up angry pissed off where those idiot happily gossip spread the news and wants the whole world know what she did is not wrong twist the truth till fucking hell become my fault!

old words says: 总有一天，你会有报应的！

Chinese Zodiac said rooster will be SUPER 旺this year?? 有贵人相助？not right AT ALL!

Disappointed!

I Hate What I'm NOW!

長大之後

2009-10-11T19:49:00.003+08:00

大人們都會說：

（當你踏入青春期。。）

妹妹啊，你有沒有男朋友啊？

（當你踏入適婚時期。。）

妹妹啊，你何時結婚啊？

（當你結婚後。。）

妹妹啊，你有寶寶了嗎？

（當你有寶寶後。。）

妹妹啊，幾時生第二，三，四個寶寶啊？

大人們啊，真的太可愛了！

Busy Friday...

2009-10-09T22:31:00.006+08:00

I had a busy Friday today.

Angry day...

Busy day...

Tired day...

計劃永遠趕不上變化。。

All things change even through as planned. Didn't did much work today as not chance to discussed and finalised... very worried about the audit next week.. I don't wanna be the one who affect the whole progress.

Had a event in the afternoon which arranged every year.. Yeah Deepavali celebration.. No Raya celebration but Deepavali oh... I really suspect my boss adore Indian more than others... 女人的自覺是很准的。。hehe.. ah this is not important lah...

And same didn't knock off at 5pm sharp. waiting for some delivery and finish some work first...

...

....

..... then then then

I went to met a friend who long time no see... think about one year plus..? She came with her son and hubby... follow her hubby here cos of business trip. "One day" trip therefore only can meet her tonight...

Me and my colleague knock off about 18.14 (I saw the clock when we left the building) then drop the girls at bus interchange and shoot to Orchard right after... BUT again again again PIE jam like hell. Super terrible! and what more... there is accident on the way to Orchard! WTF?? I spend almost an hour to reach Orchard! And I do not know where is the entrance of car park at ION drive one big round from Orchard road and pass by Meritus Mandarin, Cineleisure, Taka, Wisma Atrium and finally I'm here... ION!

After parked my car, run down to Basement... looking for B2, lost again! I went to B1, then escalator to B4, WTF again! then up to B3, and B2 and....... finally I found the restaurant.... what a tired trip!

I was then finally met my long time no see friend and her son! 初次見面的小朋友，好。。。可愛哦，而且好乖哦。So adorable.. We had long talk... 天南地北.. traveling, watch, cloths, bags, baby bla bla bla... but then she have to go as it's baby sleep time..

Ended with a day satisfactory ... Hope to see you soon Cat! You owe me a CD.. remember to sent ya...

I need a Vacation

2009-10-09T10:52:00.003+08:00

I need a break and a vacation!

Paris
France
Japan

Whatever please give me a vacation!

And...

I wanna go Taiwan again again again!! Please... Winter Taiwan Mayday concert at Kao-hsiung.. I want to go Taiwan Taiwan Taiwan!!

。。。

2009-10-09T10:48:00.004+08:00

I wish I want to I have to:

1. Clear all 烦事
2. Start my degree course
3. Attend Web Design course
4. Create my "dream" web page - No no... no personal web page nor blog page..
5. Start to implement my "new Life"
6. Accomplish it!

烦死人了！

2009-10-09T10:08:00.005+08:00

I'm really not happy recently...

Work wise, personal matters wise.. NOT happy

I... was working in a company which I felt comfortable and happy as I have nice colleagues and of course nice boss.

可惜，好景不长... things change like hell.. Boss suddenly change his "nice character" like sacked staff, scream and shout whenever he comes in. But this is still ok since ang moh temper just "come and go" fast.

Colleagues, I would say they are monkeys. No no... they are monster. They are just so stupid and 白痴！For just 1.5 years I joined this company the whole company split into few "gangs" which you hate me, I hate you.

And what most funny, my company recently just recruit a girl who assist in one of the department. She is the most 白痴 girl I saw since I work. Maybe I should 套某人的话 “好白痴好天真”. Did you see someone “贼喊捉贼” in real life? It seems like only can see it through the monitor but it just on air in front of me yesterday! She just screamed and shouted and scolded my colleague and the next min she walked back to her boss the same screamed and shouted and the next min she just cried! Wa sai so drama!

Then.. then.. you know what happened? She just go downstairs cried in front of the guys and complaint! Wa lau shit this kind of girl! I heard about her "dirty act" many times for only less than 1 month she joined the company! (surprise right? she just joined my company less than 1 month! However I have no energy and of course no interest to bother since this is her personal life and she choose her own!

What I unexpected is, why there is such person like this? So what she trying to do? Is she trying to act she is very 可怜 in front of others and people will sympathy her and let all "guys" think we are here just evil created so many problems and bully new girl! Wow that's great idea to sabotage us however I would say this is absolutely 可笑和可怜. Fake people like can survive for how long? 假面貌终究回揭开，这道理很老套可是非常有理啊！Maybe I'm wrong but just I can't tolerate...

The company just become very horrible and I really no enthusiastic to work anymore.. It was such a nice company to stay with but it now become "hell". I know every company the same, politics, nasty people... haix what to do..

Personal matters... which really bother me a lot. I really really wish it can be solve very very soon then I can have new life and fulfill my dream... step by steps... Wish me "Dreams comes true!"

累了，也厌倦了。

2009-08-31T09:08:00.007+08:00

我对现况。。感觉：非常累了，也非常厌倦。。

引述五月天的疯狂世界：

如果說了後悔　是不是一切就能倒退
回憶多麼美　活著多麼狼狽
為什麼這個世界　總要叫人嚐傷悲
我不能了解　也不想了解
我好想好想飛　逃離這個瘋狂世界
那麼多苦　那麼多累　那麼多莫名的淚水
我好想好想飛　逃離這個瘋狂的世界
如果是你　發現了我　也別將我挽回
想了你一整夜　再也想不起你的臉
你是一種感覺　寫在夏夜晚風裡面
青春是挽不回的水　轉眼消失在指尖
用力的浪費　再用力的後悔

我真的好想好想飛
我再也不想为了生活或生存而拼命的打拼
我能不能没有负担地，
好象朋友们在美丽的四季国家，边工作边游走这国家。。
这也是我的梦想 - exploring the world
到这我想去生活的国家，再回到大学生活，
当个快乐学生，打工，上课，跟好友打屁，“吹水”。。


我能吗？我可以吗？
如果說了後悔　是不是一切就能倒退？

DAMN IT!!

2009-07-28T00:52:00.004+08:00

I'm working in a very.. weird company.

How to say..

Band msn.

Band youtube.

Find many stupid reason to block this block that.

And today, suddenly received an email saying that ppl are cheating from facebook and other social networking therefore will block all social networking website. Reason being: It's important to keep the company network safe and secure.

Damn it!

WTF??

What is it related to company so call "safe & secure" while the networking is nothing to do with company? Even when there are idiots outside want to cheat those stupid social networking users, and what is it lost to the company??

藉口！

I also have a very F*** boss. I don't know what she is thinking either.

We are all being human but I didn't think of a women can be this evil. I had been joined this company for more than 1 year, no confirmation, don't even think about increment.

Don't even think the big boss will remember you. Yes the big boss is 貴人事忙 so no reason to blame him right, I go and ask for my rights and deserve from my "direct boss" - the evil so you think what she said?

1st time - "okay, I will speak to boss."

Of cos, fake one lah... 敷衍！

2nd time - "hmm, I think I have to "freeze" all staff salary this year, you know what's the situation now"

Wa sai I was like getting worried for the company that the economy crisis really affected company or what.. But you know what happen next?

All others colleagues getting increment like hell!

5%?

No.

10%

NO.

Is freaking more than 50%-200%!!!

WTF again?

Am I so useless till I don't deserve to get any recognition from the company?

But why I still receiving emails from the so call very big boss "Well done, you did great job, keep it up bla bla bla"

I'm getting fed up.

disappointing.

Now, this evil boss have 新搞作。

Now, we all have to so call switch back to 8-5pm working time - yes while I'm working 9-6pm for the past 1 year plus..

Yes she is doing something fishy.

I would say she is gonna said "since you all work 8-5pm so there are colleague who can take you, so you have to return company car."

AND >> The big boss is sooooo doted and let her do all these nonsenses!

WALAO!!

Believe me or not... this gonna happen sooner or later.

Did you met such person before? God bless then.

我需要快乐

2009-05-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

super stress recently.. I should have say all the while..

work stress.. home also stress.. everything stress..

colleagues bullies.. no matter how strong how tough you are.. the is still a collapse.

。
。
。

好友突然间飞到香港，令我超级佩服她。佩服她的勇气，她的坚持。我也好想那样，随心所欲的做我想做的事。

我需要快乐，需要开心的事情。。快给我快乐。还有所有烦人的事情，赶快消失！

我要快乐！！

Powerful Words

2009-05-25T00:37:00.001+08:00

I learned 8 powerful words today.

面对，接受，处理，放下。

终生受用。

本来啊。。

2009-05-23T02:58:00.005+08:00

本来啊。。
我和小羽现在应该在香港。。我们的香港之行。。我们的五月天红馆演唱会之行。。
好可惜没能去成。
该死的疾病，还有烦人的事情。。

好懊恼啊！
我真的好想好想去啊。红馆~超大的！在里面观赏演唱会一定很过瘾吧。。
还有可以和小羽一起旅行，超想念小羽的。。

本来啊。。
我应该不是现在的我吧。
我应该在做我喜欢且开心的事情吧。
我应该会过的很好吧。
我~应该很幸福而且是超级幸福！

本来啊。。本来。。

如果可以重来，我肯定可以做得很好。肯定！
不过，后悔于事无补吧。应该 - 向前看，向前走。。？

放肆

2009-05-22T23:26:00.007+08:00

在你最低落时，最快的痊愈方法莫过于。。鼓励？激励？还是安慰？我~~ 不知道。。

不过，我有~~我最爱的五月天！
五月天的音乐，五月天的才华，往往在我快要放弃时。。出现了。。

放肆。。一个嚣张的字眼，不过，也是我内心深处最想要的吧。

如果我狠狠地放肆一次，追求我的理想，我要的，我就不是现在的我吧？Maybe..

五月天的放肆：

想太多又想太重的夢想還不如乾脆不多想
每一個險惡的浪都會有浪花綻放我決定邊衝邊欣賞

牛頓要我們都活在地上偏偏我就想要飛翔
要掙脫命運綑綁要推翻柏林圍牆要站上巨人的肩膀

夢想永遠是逆向一路都有人阻擋
人們說的荒唐卻是我的心中的天堂！

就放肆愛放肆追放肆去闖放肆的大鬧一場
不能原諒如果很多年後我還是這樣

就放肆愛放肆追放肆去闖放肆是我的信仰
再不去闖夢想永遠只會是一個夢想

哥倫布只要有一顆星光就膽敢橫越大西洋
我還有一把吉他我還有一群死黨為什麼還不大聲唱

達爾文假設生命是戰場就讓我基因不投降
把傷痕裝滿手掌把鼓聲裝滿心臟把歌聲裝滿肺活量

夢想永遠是逆光只有剪影的模樣
會有什麼細節什麼體驗？不要只猜想！

很有道理吧！

再不去闖夢想永遠只會是一個夢想

想。。

2009-05-22T23:01:00.004+08:00

在发生许许多多非常不开心及悔不当初的坏事时。。我想，信仰很重要。
我是佛教徒，我相信佛祖会保佑我。
相信，我可以？相信，未来？
。
。。
。。。

最近想了很多，只是不知道领悟了什么了吗。。？
当已发生的事情已发生了，那我们是不是应该勇敢的面对呢？
又或者，当你拼命的补救过错时，偏偏这个关键时刻，这个关键人物狠狠地推翻所有承诺，再在后面狠狠地桶你一刀，那这时候你该作何反应呢？

人生，就是不是这样呢？

我又在想，能不能所有的坏事赶快远离。。然后我离开，去一个跟天国最接近的地方。。？
我好像去不丹，香格里拉，英国。。欧洲。。去一个离开烟硝城市，宁静且快乐，不为了任何利益斗争而拚个你死我活的地方。。？

有可能吗？我可以做到吗？

...

2009-05-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

Super long time didn't blog...

Been many things happened.. happy things... not happy. sad. I shall fullstop for sucks thing. Wanna and wish all unhappy go go go away please..

Lots of sharing but shall blog more while everything is... fullstop.

Happy things.. please continue.............................

Happy "Niu" Year!!

2009-02-06T22:10:00.001+08:00

Happy "Niu" Year!!

I wish myself the "BEST" of the "BEST" this year!

Get out of bad things,

好运快快来！

I'm F***ing angry now!

2009-02-06T21:58:00.002+08:00

I dun know how to express my feeling now.

I'm just F***ing angry now!

I felt disappointed.

I felt tired.

I felt really damn not happy.

because of..

one f***ing fat women

If you are trying to control.. please go home control your husband n your kids! I think that's y you never mentioned your hubby. because he is si beh pissed off with you attitude and what you had done!

If you think you had too little to control, please go request more from who is above you not to come n plays us out!

If you are trying to twist the truth, please ensure there is no one who will not says out. Because this will only make the truth because more Truth and you become the liar.. n.. more ugly!

If you going to announce something which everyone must comply, please make yourself as a sample and not like now you doing what as you like but we all here like toys for you to play!

If you think I don't dare, you are wrong! If you think you are now under one above all, you are wrong! Do you believe 风水轮流转？

I just don't understand why this world have such f***ing ppls and there exist anywhere? WHat you trying to gain? power? authority? or you wants to show how capable you are? how productive you are? or how great job you been doing? How much lie you want to say?

You make my days worst n worst.. I can't believe this!!

Please can you get out of this place? You go far far away and I believe we all wish you to...... GO!! F*** OFFFFFF!!!

Bye! Never see you again!

I Hate You!!

2009-01-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

You..! I really hate you!

I had tried my best to do my part but I must admit that I might lack of concentration, sometimes.. but you make me getting frustrated.. more n more..

You could be smiling in front of me, playing around, act like super nice.. but you could be back steping me behind.. I don't know.. but from others.. I know, you are really sucker!

I don't think I should trust you, I don't think I should get closer with you, I don't think I should talk too much with you.. You just make me think you are really gonna betray me some day..

in anyway, I don't like you.. Please don't step in to my life.. I think I just need to face you when there must or else.. please step away from me!

心痛lah..

2009-01-09T10:01:00.003+08:00

after a 狂欢 at Xmas party with bestie.. my bag become like this..

look at the handler stain..

again the stain... F***

Dd bought me this bag only few days before Xmas eve, (*wink*).. and that was my first time carrying this bag.. so xin tong.. tried to put under the sun thought the color might get even a bit but no use..

first time so sayang my bag.. probably from Dd bah.. (hmm sorry my other bags)

however heard the sales said the leather color will gets darker after a while...

well..

離開地球表面，好嗎？

2009-01-08T23:15:00.003+08:00

Perhaps I should 離開地球表面 huh..?
However I super super love this song! The lyrics is simply so meaningful.

Enjoy the song and read the lyric..

Mayday rocks!

五月天-離開地球表面

丟掉手錶丟外套丟掉背包再丟嘮叨
丟掉電視丟電腦丟掉大腦再丟煩惱
衝啥大衝啥小衝啥都有人唱反調
恨得多愛的少
只想越跳越瘋越跳越高把地球甩掉

一顆心噗通噗通地狂跳一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒
一顆心噗通噗通地狂跳一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高

丟掉手錶丟外套丟掉背包再丟嘮叨
丟掉電視丟電腦丟掉大腦再丟煩惱
野心大膽子小跳舞還要靠別人教
恨得多愛的少
只想越跳越瘋越跳越高把地球甩掉

一顆心噗通噗通地狂跳一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要委屈自己一秒
一顆心噗通噗通地狂跳一瞬間煩惱煩惱煩惱全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高

我甩掉地球地球甩掉只要越跳越高 come on (jump)

我好想你們 - 五月天!

2009-01-08T22:58:00.006+08:00

我最愛的五月天，我突然好想你們！
應該說，我每一刻都好想你們。

五月天- 突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息
想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经

为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

Random thoughts..

2009-01-08T21:55:00.005+08:00

Has been very busy this 2 weeks..

paper works, payroll, reports, reports, reports, paper works paper works... it's.... BUSY lah..

office gonna moving to new place.. maybe Feb maybe Mar.. when...? I don't really wish to move as the current office is in good location, nearer to my home, eating place.. new office is huge, but don't know why need so big space leh..

economy recession... getting worried now... dunno what's gonna happen next but hopefully everything will be ok soon.

my continuing studies.. school didn't enroll this intake.. However, they are gonna to offer me a seat for next intake. Got to reply by mid of this month. I still haven't make up my mind... whether should take up or not.

Dd still thinking whether he shld quit his job.. but don't what he can do if he decide to leave his current position. and the market now is really bad don't know he can get good offer.. to survive.. to support.. "not" to regret what he choose..

omg.

I'm really getting confuse now... my job. my career. my future. I dunno what I want. *________*

How I wish I could start my business very very soon.. I wish I could start my "ideal" (**secret**) business. However capital idea many many many factor needs to be consider.

What I really happy is.. I been to Macao & HK with Dd, shopping, eat, gambling, relaxing for 6 days.

And, I been to Taipei for the main purpose of Mayday concert. Winter Taipei, nice weather, nice Taiwanese, nice food, and.. unforgettable Mayday concert! Also, I know new friends in Taipei! A warm and super nice family which had been taking care of me for y whole trip there.

Frankly, I really love Taiwan. Don't know why. probably mostly because of Mayday. But the place, the environment, the people, the food, the weather (although the air might be bit dirty..? ^^) etc etc... just make me really wanna stay there.. but.. Dd bit conservative lah.. don't think he can decide to give up everything here and start new life elsewhere. haix..

And, Xmas.. celebrate with Dd and have fun with bestie friend. And, New Year.. although not going anywhere but felt super satisfied just staying at home to watch TV live from Taipei as I can see Mayday on TV again. Yeah!

And, Mayday concert in SG. Never forget how I queue up to exchange for the concert ticket.. How early I go concert venue to queue up to get in to catch a good seat... and How amazing concert that Mayday had brought to us. And like little crazy fans to rush town and squeeze in the crowd for just to see my Mayday closely and snap snap snap photos! And queue up to get the autograph from Mayday, blessing guanyou and family and many many...

mmm...

happy thoughts, bad thoughts, worrying thoughts, confuse thoughts,... had make my mind getting busy recently.. too many things to worry, too many stuffs to settle, too many to think, too.....

I have to admit, I'm kind of kinda lazy person. I can't finish a task completely. My mind have a perfect plan and thought but however I didn't execute it. This has been my bad habit (super bad, I should say) for many years. I might have been wasting dunno how many f*** stupid years for achieve NOTHING. Sometimes, I really hate myself, hate myself being stupid, in ALL aspects.

I'm sure I'm not what I'm now if I have plan myself well and DO IT. I'm getting empty now. Don't know what my life goals now. everyday the same, eat sleep work. watching TV, surfing, TV surfing TV surfing.. stupid life right?

Year 2009, new life? might be.. but what I can confirm now is.. I had already wasted 8 days including today. 8 Jan2009. 8 DAYS!

江山易改，夲性難移。one's character is really hard to change. I start believing this..

ALL THE BEST? Please.. GIVE ME.. ALL THE BEST!!

Merry Xmas!!

2008-12-26T09:58:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas!!

Happy belated greetings!

Had fun past 2 nights. So glad that my bestie fren Cat came SG (although she came every year but this is my first year celebrate xmas with her)..

Shall update more later on..

looking forward for New Year.. Chinese New Year..

我的台北之行。。。

2008-12-21T00:30:00.002+08:00

最近我在兩個星期之內去了三個國家。澳門，香港及台灣。不用質疑的我最愛當然是台灣。那當然我愛上台灣是因為我最愛的五月天。我也愛台灣的天氣，漂亮的風景，熱情的在地人及好多好多。。。

我此趟的台北行是與小羽同行。一個主要目的－五月天［十萬人演唱會］十二月的13及14號。。。次要目的－吃喝玩樂！！

我和小羽逛逛過九份，金瓜石，基隆，看過大半個台北，台北101，也看到了堪稱是北台灣最恐怖的房子，敲了基隆的千禧鐘，走進了基隆的觀音娘娘裡，陰陽海，台灣偶像劇“轉角遇到愛“裡的日式房子，看到了世界上最重的黃金（是真的嗎？），士林夜市，宮崎駿”神隱少女“的其中畫面，連續兩天到Stay Real 買啊信設計的Tee。。。。。

最最最重要的當然是13及14號的演唱會！這是我此趟的最大收穫！也是最難忘的回憶！不會忘記第一天到到達中山足球場的壯觀場面，好幾萬人圍著足球場排隊兌換入場手環。也不會忘記我們是如何千辛萬苦的兌換手環，坐在足球場對面的圓山公園等待入場，而且一等就是好幾個小時。記得第一天晚上的風好大，台北的冬天還真的好冷啊。。

終於終於入場了，可惜沒看到開場部份。不過沒關係，我依然瘋狂的融入整個演唱會。50000人！是五萬人耶！全場瘋狂地歌迷，一大片的藍海，50位附中的吉他社同學，還有第一天的盧廣仲，第二天的林宥嘉及陳珊妮嘉賓。。。整整三個小時演唱會，再冷的空氣再強大的風都被五月天“爆肝”的演唱融化成熱空氣了！

在台灣看演唱會及在新加坡看演唱會是完全不同的。在台灣有煙火，華麗（或者應該說是不可思議）的舞台，歌迷漏夜排隊，壯觀的現場，滿場密密麻麻的人群，工作人員。。。還有好多好多。。最重要的，在新加坡不可能有五萬人的演唱會。這也是我心甘情願的從新加坡飛到台北看五月天的原因之一。

昨天好友Cat msn我說為甚麼突然間到台北了？當她知道我去看五月天，她單刀直入的說我已不是年輕妹妹怎麼還這麼崇拜藝人呀？我跟她說其實如果一個人喜歡音樂，那是沒有年齡之分的。我就是喜歡五月天的音樂，喜歡他們的才華，更喜歡他們的創作，喜歡他們將更多喜歡音樂的人聚在一起，無任在那裡，在台北的冬天裡，在新加坡的熱天氣裡，在世界任何一個地方，只要喜歡五月天的音樂，那就沒問題了吧。盡情的吶喊，盡情的享受吧！

我希望我的後。青春期到我很老很老時都仍然有五月天的音樂陪伴我。

Lazy...

2008-10-27T22:17:00.002+08:00

I have been sleep eat lie on bed for 2 days.. ytd and today.. very lazy and no mood.

Mayday launch their new album tml.. happie. I will rush to cd shop early in the morning to get it.. yeah!

I been to Singapore hit awards on Sat night. I saw Mayday again not once but twice in same night.. yeah!

I shall blog more again to post out all photo and.. my lovely Mayday..

Tml comes faster..

Good Night

2008-10-13T22:54:00.006+08:00

today..
Dd left for Aus for the 1st day.. another 30 days.. I call Dd Hp few times just to hear his voice save in the his voice mail..

today..
I felt empty lonely and sad.. sobsob. Mayb only Dd appear infront of me.. or Mayday music will make me happy

today..
I felt more n more meaningless for what I'm doing currently..

today..
I have strong voice ask me to change..

today..
I have enough.. I need rest.. bye bye.. good night..

Tomorrow..
continue my "no mean" life..? or to.. change. change. change..?

I guess.. I shall.. I want.. I need..

出頭天

2008-10-13T22:30:00.006+08:00

This song is in my earlier post '这个五月' on May 24

出頭天 /五月天

在我的天頂甘有人會看見看到我不甘願這樣過一生
在我的一生我甘願來相信每一朵花都有自己的春天

在我的天頂大雨落不停也不能改變到我的固執

永遠等待那一日咱可以出頭天人生不怕風浪只怕自己沒志氣
那一日咱可以出頭天我盼望的日子會真快來到我身邊

在我的天頂甘有人在保佑怎樣我常常摔的頭殼流血
血乾會結痂失敗也不失志成功是咱自己看自己得起

飄浪的日子等待著時機我不信命運會這麼無情

永遠等待那一日咱可以出頭天人生不怕風浪只怕自己沒志氣
那一日咱可以出頭天我盼望的日子會真快來到我身邊

nana语录:
我希望我可以出頭天

我盼望的

會很快

會实現

我不信命運會這麼無情

請给我机會..

我相信。它即将来临。。

SIM or SMA

2008-10-13T22:03:00.005+08:00

I received a call last week from SMA regarding the Bachelor programm for Jan 09 intake. I was calling SMA and ask about the course months ago and I requested the brochures but no avail. I was surprise to received as I wondering since they are not interested to entertain me but why then now they wanna call me..? probably not enough new enrol student.. I guess. Cheh..

This lady ask me a lot of question and end up she said I need to go for bridging course. She invite me for an interview at the same time check for my transcript. She then said she can immediately enrol me to the bridging course as the course starting on Thursday 16Oct. If so, I need to go through 4 bridging course in 3 days and exam on the forth day which all these need to be complete in 1 week. And I will be joining the bachelor program in next Jan09. And I be graduate in 1.5 years! Now, the cost -- 2k plus!!

I was like, ahem!! wat the F*!! It just gave me an impression that they are want business! I was not so frustrated but while I told this to Dd and his analysis like why must I study like hell which I should enjoy studying not rush for graduate and totally gain nothing.. Dd said his boss wife is studying in SMA and like hell now.. lecture for like 3 days and exam 2nd week. Dd dun think I can scope for all this.

Dd is right.. I shouldn't stress myself.. In fact, I really wanna to learn new things like to improve my writing skills and knowledge instead of rushing for it..

I suppose to meet SMA tonight for the enrolment of bridging course.. but i din't go. I guess I already made decision.

I'm in fact already submit the application for SIM bachelor course last month. I'm waiting for the outcome. Bless me for being selected. It might be a tough process for the next 3 years but I always want to improve my skills and knowledge and wear the "square hat 四方帽in chinese.."

I called up SIM last week that I be getting the outcome anytime from now till end of Nov.. Bless me..

五月天即將推出的新專輯-後青春期的詩

2008-10-13T21:23:00.006+08:00

半年暗無天日地下室爆肝錄音五月天終於熬到出頭天

[作品7號]密碼007提前解碼新專輯名稱[後青春期的詩]終於曝光

三大創舉鋪天蓋地救市不讓正版CD提前消失

The above was "plug" from the bin-music website.. Mayday new album will be launch on 23 Oct.. really looking forward.. after waiting for 2 years.

Mayday is one and the only band I ever love in my life.. they are just simply talented n Rocks!!

Me and xiaoyu are planning to Taipei as Mayday will have a concert --「五萬人出頭天新歌飆唱會」on 13Dec.. I would love to attend as I wanna join any event related to Mayday.. And the 2nd reason is -- Winter Taiwan! I wanna experience the winter Taiwan since my last trip to taiwan was summer time..

Now we are still pending if we can get Taiwan version cd as only this version will get the free ticket..

Btw, Dd will be alone if Im away for Taiwan.. how.. still thinking..

Lonely Nana

2008-10-13T20:57:00.002+08:00

Dd went to Australia for training ytd.. for 1 month.

We wake up early in the morning for Mc breakfast, final packing, Dd went for cuy hair, praying... We were passed by Scenic and Dd bought me this new game "Samba De Amigo" for my new Wii.. Dd actually bought me a Wii.. he actually will buy me new "toys" whenever he go oversea.. so sweet~~ And this time.. he bought me this Wii. Happy..

1pm. me & Dd playing for the game before heading to the airport.. its fun..

I then send Dd and his boss to airport.. Changi Airport T3. Never been there. But actually its was not to what expected. In fact, it really looks like Hong Kong International Airport.. Huge. But not crowded.. prbably only with SQ and few other airlines, 5 Airlines in total.. I guess..

We then went Secret Recipe while waiting for Boarding Pass.. By the time they all went in to transit area, it was already 4.30pm, they all have to run to waiting area.. the flight was on 5pm.. omg..

Dd send me a sms while he on plane:
"Dear dear, MUST TAKE CARE OF HEALTH. Remember to off tv n lights before sleeping. drink more water and tidy the house n rubbish nice nice. Make sure feed win win n fish fish. Look after my PS3. Come back i will change all the bulbs n gutter traps, okie. U dun change.. Later u fall down... Dun keep eating must keep slim n play yoga. sllep early, cover blanket n ....."

aiyo my Dd is like nagging auntie.. hehe.. but so sweet.. haix i start miss Dd so much.. I felt so bored, lonely... and empty..

today.. is only 1st day. there is another 1 month... what to do.. to do what..?

F1 racing

2008-09-12T00:02:00.004+08:00

I was drove along city hall area and saw the F1 organiser building up the barrier for the F1 racing.

see the light and the steel wire along padang.. just wondering they are solid enough to support... erm.. ahem.. *touch wood*

anyway, looking forward for the first F1 in SG and somemore at night.. heard the ticket are damn expensive but still almost sold out.. *dang* actually there are many rich ppl outside ah..

it's 12am plus now. yawn~~ good night

bye~~

Bless me

2008-09-05T19:08:00.001+08:00

I am sad.
I am disappointed.
I felt lost.
I felt not fair…

I will not ask for anything while others didn’t appreciate my work. It just like 用热屁股贴在冷脸上. Maybe they would just think I’m asking too much..

Looking others getting lots of privilege while they are actually sitting down there doing nothing, eat snake… and only “act” busy while boss car there .. is really unfair bah.. at least for me.. I felt more and more disappointed and my speed ish getting slower and slower. I have no strength, no energy, no passion. I can always fight for what I worth for but… 开口就没意思了.. what for?

In fact, I’m always hoping to get my own business start, be it my t-shirts shop, 小吃点 “lu lu” just anything. Working for others is just sooooo tired. I want to be my own boss, working towards to my dream, strike for my future.. 开始永远最难的.

God bless me.. bah..

Sad..

2008-09-03T22:07:00.001+08:00

I felt sad today.. and disappointed..

Mayday is coming!

2008-08-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

Mayday is coming... again... happie happy...

Ipoh~ The Graceful City

2008-07-03T18:06:00.003+08:00

I'm browse around and accidentally saw the above title "Ipoh.." Suddenly, I miss Ipoh so much.. I wish to go back even just for 1-2 days hanging around idling, doing nothing..

Ipoh, the city I born from..

Below the article from wikipedia..

Ipoh (pronounced /ˈiːpoʊ/) (4°60′N, 101°7′E) is a city in Malaysia and is the capital of the state of Perak. It is approximately 200 km (125 miles) north of Kuala Lumpur via the North-South Expressway.

Today, "Ipoh" usually refers to the territory under administration of Ipoh City Hall or Dewan Bandaraya Ipoh, which includes the smaller towns adjacent to the city such as Chemor, Jelapang, Falim, Menglembu and Tanjung Rambutan. Historically, "Ipoh" referred to the Old Town and New Town areas divided by the Kinta River at its heart, from which the city grew. From the late 1980s Greentown, located beside the New Town, was transformed from old government quarters to an administrative and commercial centre of Ipoh, often overshadowing both the Old Town and New Town.

Ipoh, I miss you..

走火入魔

2008-06-26T20:23:00.002+08:00

Superks nice song.. from Ashin. doesn't he really talented?

happy.birth.day?

2008-06-26T08:55:00.005+08:00

haiz so fast.. tml is my birthday liao. Not much feeling this year probably too much thing in my head..

work, career, future, many many.. anyway i got an offer from ex boss.. should I accept it? although my current place had make me frustrated but it seems okay now. how how?

anyway... happy.birth.day to me~~ may my life fill with joyous n ROCKS!!~~

这个五月

2008-05-24T21:29:00.006+08:00

Just browse Ashin blog and found this wonderful song. I don't really understand the language but the lyrics just encouraging...

.......................................................................

出頭天 /五月天

在我的天頂甘有人會看見看到我不甘願這樣過一生
在我的一生我甘願來相信每一朵花都有自己的春天

在我的天頂大雨落不停也不能改變到我的固執

永遠等待那一日咱可以出頭天人生不怕風浪只怕自己沒志氣
那一日咱可以出頭天我盼望的日子會真快來到我身邊

在我的天頂甘有人在保佑怎樣我常常摔的頭殼流血
血乾會結痂失敗也不失志成功是咱自己看自己得起

飄浪的日子等待著時機我不信命運會這麼無情

永遠等待那一日咱可以出頭天人生不怕風浪只怕自己沒志氣
那一日咱可以出頭天我盼望的日子會真快來到我身邊

.......................................................................

这个五月伤痕累累

这个五月真的变的轰轰烈烈

OMG

2008-05-12T23:09:00.005+08:00

I'm watching TV news now while waiting for my laptop to load... but something shock me!!

"汶川地震已造成四川省7651人死亡" from http://www.sina.com/
"Earthquake in China kills 7,651" from http://www.sg.yahoo.com/

Lots of News channel now reporting the earthquarke.

地震規模7.8，震央在地表下29公里，釋放能量是921地震的20倍，相當於252顆原子彈的威力。

http://news.sina.com.tw/article/20080512/333212.html

http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20080321/tap-china-earthquake-bb10fb8.html

OMG.. may we all bless them well there...

小太阳

2008-05-02T23:01:00.002+08:00

詞曲﹕阿信編曲﹕五月天

多麼難忘是你純真的模

樣突然的吻彌漫著茶香

多麼嚮往夢想總是在他方

你說等我不管多漫長

你就是太陽蒸發了彷徨

所以挖開土壤種下希望離開了故鄉

看著你的眼眶忍著淚閃著光

我會很快回來繼續我們未完的天堂

看著你的臉龐微笑著要我去闖

你的盼望是我握在手中小小的太陽

念念不忘此刻應該是農忙

如畫風光有你在歌唱

你就是太陽照亮了方向

你讓地球旋轉月亮發光讓我有翅膀

看著你的眼眶忍著淚閃著光

我會很快回來繼續我們未完的天堂

看著你的臉龐微笑著要我去闖

你的盼望是我握在手中小小的太陽

Mayday

2008-05-01T13:09:00.019+08:00

Mayday, today is mayday, could be Labour Day, could be each day in May, but it means a lot to me... For me, it represent a band, a talented, fantastic band which I first ever support among all…

Apr 26, 2008 the day I had been waited so long.. I went to Mayday concert which I had been looked forward so long since I miss their concert last Jun. It was a sunny day but I had to office to rush my work *

*I'm so exicited*

Finally, I’m here at Singapore Indoor Stadium at about 7.40pm. Rush to Jenny to get my merchandise before I headed to my seat area.

t-shirt I wore to heart my fav band

The Stadium filling up with ppls, ppls ppls...

传说中的 Sky Bridge

Side track a bit, I was sitting alone as I miss out the batch pre-order of ticket with Mayday Fans Club early Mar. There are a couple on my left and three gals on my right. I was so pai seh when I heard the gals said “she seems like sitting alone ah, why ya?.. how come the ang moh beside here never talk to her? Blah blah blah...” I’m just

Anyway, I dun care as my main purpose is to watch my heart Mayday and Ashin...

8.20pm. *dang dang dang* The concert begin...

Masa, GuanYou, Ashin

Ashin

Ashin so close yet so far

Stone dedicate this song "yi ya ya" to his 1 year old son, first expose ever all

Ashin again... I left my heart to Ashin

Ashin Ashin Ashin

encore "天使"

The concert was just… splendid doo!!

The next day, I went to Stone “我的摇滚妈咪” and Ashin “浪漫的逃亡” autograph session with my new known friend at Mayday concert at IMM.

The Level 2 Atrium

Interview with Stone

At about 2pm, Ashin here for his "escape To Japan" autograph..

here it is... Ashin

I bought another "escape to Japan" on the spot because of the free strap *crazy ya*

Super Happie..

I think I will become Mayday 疯狂collector liao.. wa haha

~~~Nana Land~~~